Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Dear _ _ _ _ _ _ _,
yeah i dont know.. but some might already figure it out.. even yourself but yeah.. what happened to us? we were cool right? we had it.. and eventually we lost it.. but i mean like seriously.. i dont really know whats going on.. couldnt really careless anymore.. well maybe i do but like yeah. i just wish something goes right.. something brings that friendship back.. just something good. i dont want to be walking around.. looking around acting as if i havent met you, spoken to you or anything.. because its really really weird.. and i kinda miss you.. you were the one that was there for me when i had shieeee going down with my girls, my parents. you were always there when i turned backk. now i have others to turn to.. but did it mean that you had to go.. your letting me fall. “always and forever” couldnt of that been atleast a friendship and not just a relationship? right.. and just because shes there, or your boys and other friends are there? are you trying to be cool.. or tough.. acting like your all that? acting like your skux. acting like you can get anybody on your side? wakee up to reality.. that might’ve sounded meann.. but i dont know, thats how i feel your acting like.. but you know what.. its alright with me now. ive learnt to accept things harder.. and your decisions. the things you said.. it made me stronger. but behind all that. i know that i still want you apart of my life. your not a stranger.. unless you’ve change.. have fun living this life.. i know that theres that nice boy some place inside of you.. that boy who cared.. alot. please dont change.. promise?
Well who knows, maybe you’ve been talking to me.. trying to get to know me, maybe ive ignored you.. without thinking.. but this time im keeping my ears opened. but who knows when my time ends right.. not hoping its soon anyways.. just aslong as i meet you some how. thankyou for creating this world. thank you for everybody ive meet in this life. thank you for my relatives. thank you for my god parents, and god families. thank you for my mum, dad and my brothers. thank you for my aunties and uncles. thank you for my grandparents. last but not least. thank you so much for dieing on the cross, for not only my sins, but for those around me and around the world. just thank you for everything, without you.. i cant even imagine. thanks <3
you all pushed it. what did i ever do to you guys? you’ve always treated me like shit, but when did you ever see me trying to put you guys down? ive always tried, or tried to prove i could be a loyal friend. but you always have some shit to say about me? what happened you guys.. you care about nobody but yourselves and your boys. thats all that matters to you.. are you ashamed of knowing me or something. because now im embarresed that i dated/liked either one of youse. you make things in life so hard. i cant even be myself anymore because im scared to live it my way. you were people i once knew, and it gets harder and harder aye. i always let you guys get to me because i cant take shiet that you guys throw at me. im not scared to admit that. im not scared to admit anything to you guys. but you guys are so scared to show the person you really are. your some other person when your not around certain people. stay one person. choose the person you really want to be. dont live some other life because you want attention. dont be one of those people who forget abt people along the way. dont forget those people. you will regret and you’ll never get them back. even tho this wouldnt mean a damn thing to yous. i dont give a fuck aye. just like yous not giving a shit. or even trying to understand that i have feelings too and it gets hurt aswell. just leave me alone. see, im wasting my time here typing this all down. but i dont care what others this. because i dont care what people think abt me. ive been through shieee like this maybe all my childhood up til now. im used to it. so if you think im gnaaaa break down for the rest of my life think again. i may stumble and fall sometimes even cry. but im always gna pick my self back up. your never letting me down. thanks for being the biggest two faced bitches and the biggest dickheads ever. ~
Okay so yeah, i havent got to go to any of his concerts because he was in SYDNEY ONCE~ but i hear he comes here in November. and now im like really really excited. like i cant even explain why~ :L but yeah.
i love how i could tell you anything on the spot. i mean like anything at all. i like how your always there for me.. but yeah. i love how you actually make an effort to talk to me at school.. but id like to be talking like this off the net. but im cool with what we got now, you know ;) haha. jokes. i hope you dont know im talking about you because yeah. awkward. and yeah. your one of those friends who turned into family.. no matter how much we snob each other at school.. meh, i love you.. i actually fell for you.. thats why im hoping you never find out. im hoping nobody knows who im on about. haha well yeah.
i could tell you so much right now if you’d actually listen to me. i know that you never bother to read any of this.. but ive said enough. just go through everything.. maybe then you’ll get it. but yeah. i can admit that i really hate being hated by you.. i miss you very much. thats all i want to say to you.. i hope things work out well in the future. i can get through this. just as long as your happy im all good. ~
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