I’m serious. At times, don’t get me wrong, I think I’m a bit decent looking. But overall, I think I’m so unattractive. I’m not fishing for compliments. They’re so many stunning girls, I can’t even compare. Whatever they do, whether it’s making silly faces, pooping, anything, they’re still pretty while doing it. Fuck. I wish I was more appealing. Honestly.
That his kinda the reason why I was in a mix of emotions, or why I smiled walking back home, the reason why I even went somewhere tonight. Meeting him for the first time and actually feeling something made me week already.